A few months ago I took an online course at Be Nourished on Body Confidence. It had a huge impact on how I thought about my body, weight, diet, and exercise.
I put on a lot of weight in my 40s, and no matter what I do, nothing will stop me. But I learned a lot about nutrition and exercise in the process. I was so ashamed of my weight and appearance that it affected my ability to be seen in the world. My focus for the day was to train and get as many steps as possible. I have a Fitbit and a fitness tracker, and I'm thinking about diet, exercise, and how to lose weight. I hated looking in the mirror and feeling like I wasn't doing enough to lose weight. I was diagnosed with hyperthyroidism in 2016 and had to undergo 6 weeks of blood tests for my thyroid and liver. My two liver tests showed elevated enzymes.
When I took the Body Trust course, I discovered that I was in control of my relationship with my body. "We can't hate ourselves the way we can love ourselves," is one of the quotes on her site. The shame I understand is that because we live in a fat-phobic society, it's okay to lose weight and eat whatever we want while still having a loving relationship with our bodies. We can't. fatigue It doesn't matter, our society has dysfunctional values and believes that we can only control our weight if we exercise. I want to go back, I'm not ashamed. I don't want to be invisible and stand out, being overweight makes me feel like I stand out. I thought I got a lot of negative attention. Eat healthy I know a lot about food. I have tried many diets that focus on healthy eating.
The Wheat Belly Diet, Paleo, The Plant Paradox, Eating Right For Your Blood Type. I tried them all. Nothing changed, but I told myself that I eat healthy, so I must have a slow metabolism, or my thyroid is affecting my weight or high cortisol from the earthquake. I hold myself very well. I was able to go sugar, wheat, and gluten-free, and I was always trying a new diet, either importing food from abroad or trying to follow local ingredients. I had tons and tons of vitamins and supplements.
My body is like an obsession, wanting to change it, controlling it through what I eat and how I move. Orthorexia is the other end of the eating disorder spectrum. Interest in healthy food. All people who do not eat can be rude and picky and shy. This is so understated because it seems you take care of yourself. I told myself I was following trends and different chefs who wrote healthy cookbooks.
I was improving my health. I put a lot of pressure on myself to eat. My friend died of stomach cancer and I was scared. I give a lot of energy to food to harm me and I am very strict about what I eat. I actually think my diet is contributing to my thyroid condition because I read that low carbs can deplete your thyroid. administration In my studies, I learned how to overcome my shame about food and my preoccupation with my size and weight. I realize that it doesn't hurt the sport. I sold my scale and scale.
I was too scared to stop thinking about exercise and food. I'm afraid that I will turn into a bloody mess, that I will eat anything in my eyes, and that I will not be able to control myself. But it's a matter of self-control. It is all fear based and very powerful. When you limit your food intake and even eat a very healthy diet, your body goes into survival mode and part of that is because your brain starts thinking about food and the foods you crave.
This keeps you alive and you start eating more of the limited food. Intuitive food Intuitive eating is where you trust your body to guide you in what you eat. All meals have the same price and you can eat whenever you want. You can eat for emotional reasons. You guessed it, I ate everything I denied myself, and it was great. I am very satisfied.
So I'm full. I was actually content to eat what I want because I eat less. I'm not trying to fill up on what I don't want, but I guess I have to eat. The pendulum has swung again. Then he began to return to the center. I started to notice that I didn't like eating ice cream, so I was angry and irritated. The fact that I don't like to eat a lot of sugar is that it doesn't appeal to me. I wanted a more natural workout than sliding around on a machine.




